Niliolewa na Mkisii  wiki Tatu Sasa,Ameniwekelea Kila Siku Hadi Nawaka Moto.Sijui Nifanye Nini.Please Help

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Mimi napenda yesu na nimekaa na huyu bwanangu kwa mwaka mmoja bila kulala nay eye.He told me he wanted me to sleep with him after we have tied the know.

Huku kwa village sione akiongea na msichana tangu tpatane.Nimejua yeye ni mwaminifu.I have also been faithful because I didn’t want to betray him.We got married at a Church in Ichuni Keroka three weeks ago and proceeded to Nairobi.

Kusema ukweli nimelala na wanaume 23 na wote hawakuniumiza…I enjoyed.But this husband of mine has something I don’t like.kitu yake ni kubwa centimeter kumi na tisa,tena hachoki.Siku ya kwanza aliniwekelea hivi nikamwambia wacha itoshe.Siku ya pili hata kabla ya kukula ndio huyo ananiarakisha kuniambia nimpatie kitu.Nimevumilia hadi sasa naona imezidi,kila siku,kila siku hadi majirani wameshangaa.

Now I am willing to throw away my wedding ring because I don’t see myself staying in this marriage.I have not slept for 3 weeks and today I head him saying it’s the climax.Please advise me on what to do.