In 2010 we had a colourful wedding at a Nairobi church. My wife, whom I met in college was so optimistic about life but I came to disappoint her later after we had tied the knot. Two years after our marriage, I realized, my wife was not getting pregnant. I waited for another year but not result was achieved. At first I thought my wife was infertile but I ended up confirming from a doctor I was the problem.
I didnโt tell my wife I was impotent but I instead blamed her for our problems so that I could conceal the fact that I was impotent-I was embarrassed to tell her.
Last week she came one evening, very excited. I asked her why the excitement, then she said,โbaby, I am pregnantโ,โฆI indeed confirmed the stomach was full. I almost collapsed.
Now I feel like a heavy load is in my heart after hearing she was pregnant. I donโt know what to do and I urgently need your advice before I destroy my life. I canโt believe my wife can sleep with another man without my consentโฆhow now?!!!
